Guiltiness

Again i have this kind of feeling again. I really felt guilty for achieving this bad result. I felt that I owe my parent an apologize. They expect me to study well and score good result whereas me is having my own sweet time here. I really felt this guiltiness in me. My father is working so hard so that i can further my study and I am wasting my time and money here playing around like a fool. I am sorry. I am really sorry. Although this is only a trial but it means a lot to me. I really scare they will feel sad and very disappointed in me because of my foolishness. I don't know how to tell them my result and face them anymore. This guiltiness in me really made me so uncomfortable...T_T