Lost

Sometimes I will wonder, will I get lost someday? ( Laugh ) I am currently lost now. What is my dream? What is my goal? What is my hope? Where am I standing now? The peak of my life or the lowest part of my life? I never knows. I lost my happiness. I lost my dream. I lost the one I love. I lost the one I care. When pursuing your dream you will get lost in the middle of no where. This is so true. Is not easy to pursue a dream and make it reality. Not many succeed. Once i am so ambitious but now I am a person with no hope, no dreams, no happiness.... Is this really me? Many said I have changed. Did I? In which aspect? Am I changing to a positive way or a negative way? Who knows? Maybe this is the best for me in the future. No one know the future except from God. My future is so dim and dull now. I stand in eyes of no one. I ask my self one question. What is my ability? Am I in the wrong track? Hope becomes a hand full of dust; where the winds blows it away and disappear from my sight. Ambition becomes the dreams where I can only think of but cannot see, touch and feel it.