The fear arise

When I saw her, I sense the fear in me once again. It is the same old "friend" that i used to know. It has leave me long time ago and now it come back again. It is her shadow i saw in her. It made my heart tremble, i am afraid that my nightmare that was once subside will arise again. I use to think that this curse has far gone away from me but I was wrong. I can sense it, it is moving back slowly. I am just to afraid to admit it!